something

smells

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being a dad in the messy middle

  • Good Words on Repeat

    Good Words on Repeat

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    For a few weeks as the possibly of our son not being able to remain at Teen Challenge became more likely I’ve had a few phrases cycling through my mind. Good Words. True Words. This is the work He has given us to do.  (from the final prayer of our Sunday liturgy) And it’s ours. […]

  • Round and Round We Go

    Round and Round We Go

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    We got the call on Wednesday. Our son, now 17, is continuing to disrupt the Teen Challenge program and the staff and leadership of the program are throwing in the towel. Last week we told our son that if he didn’t pull his act together and get average or higher on his daily behavior scores […]

  • Why did the Israelite wander?

    Why did the Israelite wander?

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    Mom, when helping clean up a room with our 5 year old daughter who was complaining about the work : “do you know why the Isrealites had to wander for 40 years?” Daughter : “Because they never cleaned up.”

  • Mortgage Refinanced!

    Mortgage Refinanced!

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    Today we closed on our refinance to withdraw equity to help pay for Jackson’s* time at Teen Challenge. We applied for the refinance at the end of November, a month before we took him to the program. Earlier in 2020 I’d nearly refinanced to shorten the term of our loan. Instead, moving years backward to […]

  • Giving Myself A Break, Part 4: Leaning into Rest

    Giving Myself A Break, Part 4: Leaning into Rest

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    A continuation of Part 1: The Fall Part 2: The Doctors Part 3: Post Surgery I never give myself a break. I never get enough sleep. In college I regularly went on 2-4 hours of sleep all week long, cramming my days and nights full of extra classes, studying, starting a business, leading and volunteering […]

  • Giving Myself a Break, Part 3: Post Surgery

    Giving Myself a Break, Part 3: Post Surgery

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    A continuation of Part 1: The Fall Part 2: The Doctors 7am : Hey, look, I can wriggle my toes a little! My nerve block began to wear off as I woke up on Thursday. Our babysitter was able to do school drop off. My wife and I ran some errands with me sitting lamely […]

  • Giving Myself a Break, Part 2: The Doctors

    Giving Myself a Break, Part 2: The Doctors

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    (continued from Part One: The Fall) After the Denver blizzard on Sunday, Monday was a pretend school day (remote learning) instead of a snow day. They decided to do the same Tuesday for no reason at all. The weather was warm, the roads had been safe and clear by the end of Monday. So after […]

  • Giving Myself a Break, Part 1: The Fall

    Giving Myself a Break, Part 1: The Fall

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    As my ankle rapidly twisted back and forth I shouted in pain and fell on the snowy sidewalk one mile into my 5 mile run for the day. All I could do was lay there and shout out of the pain. I had twisted my ankle. Maybe more. I couldn’t move. This really really hurts. […]

  • Six Kids and No Microwave

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    My wife and I have NEVER owned a microwave. The two most common questions in asked are : How do you eat? For time immemorial people survived without microwaves. I’m sure we eat more quality food making most things from scratch with our stove and oven. How do you reheat leftovers? It’s possible. But with […]

  • Laundry is Crazy: Daily Laundry Packs

    Laundry is Crazy: Daily Laundry Packs

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    Or: I Have No Socks! My school aged daughter normally gets ready quickly : in school clothes, shoes on, backpack carried and ready to go.Her three older brothers are not in her league. Even with a school uniform (khakis or jeans with a red or black polo), getting dressed is a massive task. One brother […]

  • Parenting Advice: 3 Cautions and 3 Questions

    Parenting Advice: 3 Cautions and 3 Questions

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    Christensen, a new father and good friend of mine posted about Parenting Advice from Strangers. Strangers can say the strangest (and most offensive… and most condescending…. an most plain ol’ incorrect) things. I assume they’re well meaning, and I hope sometimes people have walked away thinking, “I can’t believe I just said that to a […]

  • Failure to Failure

    Failure to Failure

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  • Aiming for Discipline Instead of Punishment | Edutopia

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    Discipline can only be done when both the educator and the student are calm and self-regulated. If they aren’t, behavioral difficulties will escalate. https://www.edutopia.org/article/aiming-discipline-instead-punishment

  • [Link] Interrogative Suggestibility in People with FASD

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    https://online.csp.edu/blog/forensic-scholars-today/interrogative-suggestibility-in-people-with-fetal-alcohol-spectrum-disorder Failing to account for the unique needs of individuals with FASD in the criminal justice system may result in injustice not only to the individual but also to the criminal justice system and society as a whole.

  • WALSH: The Four Terrible Things That Are Destroying Boys In Our Culture | Daily Wire

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    https://www.dailywire.com/news/29311/walsh-boys-matt-walsh?utm_source=facebook&utm_medium=social&utm_content=062316-news&utm_campaign=dwbrand

  • [Link] Reading is fundamental — to the family’s happiness (CNN)

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    From David Allen over at CNN The value of reading to our kids — for them and us — is reinforced by the growing body of research on the topic. Just last week, a meta-analysis of 19 studies published in the journal Pediatrics found that reading aloud was significantly beneficial to children and their parents. […]

  • New Study Finds Fetal Alcohol Disorders Affect Children As Commonly As Autism

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    https://jezebel.com/new-study-finds-fetal-alcohol-disorders-affect-children-1822775865

  • [link] Blame the Parent – ADOPTING FAITH: A Father’s Unconditional Love

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    When a child is struggling, one technique is quick. It’s easy. It cost no money. Yet it skirts any sense of personal responsibility – while undermining any spirit of cooperation. In other words, just blame the Parent. “ Read more at the link below : https://adoptingfaithafathersunconditionallove.org/2017/12/18/blame-the-parent/

  • [link] Why It’s a Mistake to Prioritize Behavior Goals Over Social-Emotional Development

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    On executive functioning : Too often, adults react to problematic behaviors—whether in the form of language, physical actions, or emotional outbursts—by issuing consequences for this “choice.” But that approach assumes the child can choose to behave otherwise, that she has the capacity for “executive function.” Read more… 

  • [Edutopia] Quick Exercises to Combat Stress

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    The context of this article is the school classroom, but we may be trying these at home. There’s some great ideas here that make sense every what we’ve learned about brain development and trauma. Adversity and trauma reside in our biology, not our psychology and cognition, so we educators need to prime students’ brains for […]

  • [From Canada] What’s All the Fuss about Complex Trauma?

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    Is difficult to find helpful professionals who are “trauma informed.” This core idea, that a child’s brain and nervous system (and thus all development) is profoundly affected by trauma, is a game-changer.  Read more… 

  • [link] What Kids with Trauma Need in School

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    I read this today and thought it was spot on. …  You may also not understand why my child is absent so often.  You may think I just need to do something a little more forceful to get him out of bed and on the bus. You may think that he is just being lazy or […]

  • Link: Please don’t say “all kids do that” to adoptive and foster families…

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    I saw this being shared online and resisted reading it for a while. There’s so much information being written from so many different, conflicting, perspectives. This is from a site called Church4EveryChild, a blog I’m not familiar with, so don’t read this as an endorsement… unless you find that everything there is amazing. I’m so […]

  • The Power of Yes

    The Power of Yes

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    I’ve done several mindfulness exercises with our oldest son in pursuit of self awareness and emotional regulation.He’s got a background of early childhood trauma, and often finds regulating himself to be very difficult. They’ve been so beneficial, he’s even asked to do them on occasion One Saturday when he was 8 I discussed with him […]

  • It is Enough!

    It is Enough!

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    We’ve kicked our family prayer life up a notch this church year. Since Advent, we’ve been engaging more with the Book of Common Prayer. Tonight January 2’s Old Testament Reading from the Book of Common Prayer is from 1 Kings 19:1-8. Elijah just confronted evil king Ahab,had a dramatic and daring day-long confrontation with hundreds […]

  • Something Smells Terrible

    Something Smells Terrible

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    If this chapter of our lives had a title, it would be: Something Smells Terrible. I mentioned this to my wife who added a subtitle: And Why is This Wet? I’m a dad of 5 kids – the oldest is 8, the youngest will be born later this spring. I’m an adoptive dad. I’m a […]